February 2012
17 posts
Hard to believe that I still have feelings for you...
s0w3ird asked: merwin this is me
honestly.
Honestly, i don’t know.. i am both scared and sad. I don’t think that’s a usual combination, although maybe it is. so many things going in my life right now that i wish hadn’t happened. I don’t know how to feel about all this. Sometimes i wish i could just start over from the very beginning. To where none of these events ever happened. I feel that i could’ve...
Married or not you should read this...
myidletalk:
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me...
Alone.
I know with all my friends being here i should feel happy. But i just can’t help but feel alone. their are five of us in this group, this means two pairs and the odd one out. I feel like the odd one out is me. I know i shouldn’t feel like this, but i do. I feel alone, i have no one to walk with or to talk to anymore. I don’t know, sometimes i feel forgotten.I know i...
January 2012
15 posts
??
Recently, i don’t know.. i am soo unsure about everything.. i sense myself being sooo sensitive.. like WTF. What is up with me?? like i get super mad fast or upset.. maybe it’s because i’m about to get my period again.. but ugh!!! WTF! i hate this!!
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Homesick?
Am I just homesick? or is there something else bothering me? I don’t know, I wish I could answer that question. Lately I’ve been feeling… blah.. I don’t know how to explain it, but blah. It’s almost like I’m sad for no apparent reason. Is something bothering me? I was fine last semester, I wasn’t homesick at all, I just kind of hated where I lived in a...
FREEDOM!!!!
I am FINALLY FREE!!! I am out of my relatives house, and i couldn’t be happier. I feel a GREAT sense of relief. I feel like now I can be myself again. I am louder, more talkative, and I am actually making friends. I am glad to be out of those houses. Though I greatly appreciated their generosity. I feel better now that I live sorta on my own. Plus, I’ve notice that I call my parents...
Pet Peeves
I don’t have many Pet Peeves, but one is short one worded messages. It’s soo annoying! and i know im not the only one who feels like that. it’s like WTF, couldn’t you think of something other than LOL?? other than that, lately, i’ve been really annoyed with high schoolers,they act like they’re all that; well, not all high schoolers, just the freshmen i guess.. i...
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Only Just a Dream..
Last night I had a dream. For some reason, i didn’t want to wake up. Of course, it came to an end at the best part. If that dream ever comes true, i would be the happiest girl in the world. Though it was random, i feel like it could happen.. Not exactly how it was in the dream, but the context of it.. Ugh, right now that dream seems like an impossibility.. and if it does happen, i have a lot...
December 2011
29 posts
I hate goodbyes
One of my closest friends EVER is leaving tomorrow morning. I won’t even be able to say goodbye. Though i know he’ll be back, it’s still a sad thought. He is the person who i can really talk to, i can tell him anything. He is the one i go to when i feel like crying, or ranting about stupid stuff. I’ll miss him!!! But there is always Facebook and skype our usual ways of...
I'm Keeping My Promise!
I am keeping my promise. It’s for the better, A promise that I will try my very hardest to keep. No matter how much it hurts to see the other happy with another. I will better myself for me and for a person “more deserving” as my friends would say. They never really liked the idea of me pursuing the previous one anyways. In fact, everyone was against it; except my ever loving...
It's never me
It’s never me. No matter what the signs are, it’s never me. I feel like I’m tired of hoping but it’s like a natural reaction. Sigh, I don’t want to get disappointed anymore. I want to start get out there and break out of my shy little shell. That’s what I’m going to do. I made a promise to myself and two of my closest friends, i intend to stick to it. It...
I wish i was pretty. =(
90% of people marry their 7th-12th grade love....
kyaraboo:
LMFAO, THE GIF!
Another sad moment
I just found out one of my best friends is leaving for the states next week. This is the guy who i cry to on the phone when im sad. I tell him everything, his is the only house number (besides mine and my other best friend amanda) who i’ve memorized by heart. This is so sad, when i hear new gossip.. the first thing that comes to mine is ” i gotta tell Alvin.” He is the quiet one...