AWESOMENESS!

  1. Alone.

    I know with all my friends being here i should feel happy. But i just can’t help but feel alone. their are five of us in this group, this means two pairs and the odd one out. I feel like the odd one out is me. I know i shouldn’t feel like this, but i do. I feel alone, i have no one to walk with or to talk to anymore. I don’t know, sometimes i feel forgotten.I know i shouldn’t be feeling this way.. i feel horrible for this. I feel myself getting annoying so i don’t want to say anything. I act like nothing’s wrong like usual. I’ll try to hide it as much as i can. I don’t want anyone to worry about me. It will just cause unnecessary attention. Attention that i feel like they are forced to give me. I know that they say this is not the case, but it is kind of how i feel at the moment. I wish i could just erase this feeling.



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    1. angelala15 said: im still here no matter how (not so) far we are. you can always talk to me, jing!
    2. aries417 posted this